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Daydream Memory


I visit you when I close my eyes sometimes.

In the empty evening office,

And gazing from a train window

My mind wanders to us.

The present moment evaporates, my being shifts

Here no longer, only with you.


Your palm presses to mine, warm, clammy

Our fingers interlocked,

We are on a dusk-bathed lake shore.

January wind carries the songbirds far away,

It’s nice to see you again.


As an oak leaf plucked and carried by a gale, my conscious falls.

Falls through days and weeks,

And months, and seasons

The winter is gone now, the sun sits high

We meet again in the memories of late summer.

They are fragmented yet strong,

Warmth on my skin, the fragrance of wine

August light catches your golden hair

Your eyes, brushing mine, tenderly 

Emerald pools reflecting all that I am.

The first words I spoke to you,

I know the answer now.


At night in the silence of my room,

I shut my eyes

I journey to your embrace again 

I live with you forever there

I never want to leave


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